so ive been listening to Stacy Clark alot lately. I’ve had alot of different things happen in my life recently and her album Apples and Oranges pretty much sums up everything that i feel right now. i think she has a song for every thought ive ever had.
went down town today, had lunch with my best friends. now im home looking forward to dinner with my family, then movie night with the best friends. pretty sure were gonna watch harry potter.. what better way to spend a tuesday night?
so lately ive been feeling more down to earth. im single for the first time in about 5 years.. and im thoroughly enjoying myself. im learning things about myself -for example, i actually dont mind being alone sometimes.. its forcing me to come out of my shell without the help of someone else, and also that its okay to sometimes keep to myself..which i find to be much more comfortable. i find myself wanting to be out in nature, relaxing, thinking, praying, writing.. anything to keep me occupied.
id like to go camping soon, its been a while. While i have all this free single alicia time, id also like to learn how to make hemp jewelry.. i think itd be cheaper for me in the long run.
ive decided not to go back to jackson for new years.. i see those people all the time every day, and being with the people i love at home happens few and far between.
six years. thats a long time to wait for something..and then you find that the wait was more then worth it, and timing is still a bitch. :) and the funny thing is, the whole time i waited, it was sub consciously. it wasnt an everyday thing i dwelled upon, but a simple “what if” in the back of my mind.. one of many i assure you.. this what if is seemingly accurate at the moment. ill let you know in 2 weeks.
