mood swings much? been having rapid amazing to sucky mood swings in the last few days. like one minute im like chill and down to earth, the next im crying myself to sleep till 6:00 am for, unbeknownst to me at the time, absolutely no reason. hm, im female, love it? i think so.
Christmas EVE! I just helped wrap 2 of my own Christmas presents..i put the bows on them and wrote the gift tag. thats a new one..
im not sure what im going to do for new years.. it is possible that i will go back to jackson, drink away the memories from Christmas Break, or that i will stay here and continue to dig myself an emotional hole.. it depends upon the plans of the one who is helping me dig this emotional hole…after all, it takes 2 right?
ive spent the day with my mom, and found out some interesting history about my family.. until today i thought that my family was one of picture perfect quality. I had heard the family drama horror stories about my friends and accquaintences families, and always wondered how my family slipped under the dramatic radar.. Come to realize they didnt.. cool. this should be an interesting Christmas..i get to look around at everyone..and i know the secrets :)
